~i call God last night~

Yesterday, i call my God in my tahajjud

"Tuut, tuut ... tuut, tuuut!" Direct transportation. And as soon as I heard the raised line on the other side, then continue to fill my heart like I expressed poured into a wheat field!

"Allah the Almighty, I am your servant. I contact you only want to complain to you O God. O is the Hearing, I want to complain to You that my heart has a hole! "

"O My Servants. If I seized a calamity on you in your body, then you accept the calamity with patience, the Day of Resurrection, I would be ashamed to uphold you balance weight associating or open notebook. "[1]

"God, this hole in my heart is very painful. And this is also not accord. "


"O My servants, perhaps you hate a thing which is good for you, and perhaps you love something when it is bad for you. Allah knows and you do not know. "[2]

"The important hole in my heart very deep. And I beg Favour, why do not you just close it. "


"If I wished, I shall give thee, O my beloved. , But has fallen on my words: O world! hardly life of the beloved, not once in a while you will recover and feel the sweeten, soon you will defamed it. "[3]

"Oh, so it looks ... It's You, O Merciful Lord, protect me from the slanders of the world. So now I ask that You give me strength O God. "


"I will never be a burden, than it can bear." [4]

"Thank you Lord, will you always remind me of when I forget my Lord ...?"

"Sure. It is I who created you and knows what is whispered by heart, and I am closer to you than your neck veins themselves. "[5]

"Lord, I very much hope that you have always been with me."


"O my servants, know that I am always in your suspicious, and I have with you when you call Me. When you mention me in you, I mention u in my self. When you mention me in public, I will mention u in a better audience than that. When you come up to me one bit, I come up to a bit. When you come near to Me a bit, I draw to a fathom. When you come to me on foot, I have come to run around. "[6]

"I want to be a true servant, O Lord ..."

"Identification mark of my servants at the heart of me is to think well of the Qadar, no complaints  of my laws, not my gift she feels slow and always ashamed to do evil." [7]

"O Allah! Indeed, I bear witness that no god should be worshiped except Allah.And I promise to always remember you more than all the others. "

"I was God, there is no God (only) other than I, so worship Me and establish worship, to remember Me." [8]

Praise be to God. Alhamdulillah. Allahuakbar. La ilaaha illallah. La illa Billah quwwata hawla wala.

Then I disconnect the line, because I knew in a moment would I contact him again.

Thank you God.

Never going to happen to my whims.

Which is closer to me than my neck veins.

The Most Gracious, Most Merciful to His servants.

Thank you O God!


"And when My servants ask thee concerning Me, then (nigh), I am near. I answer the call when it applied to me, then let them respond to (all of my order) and let them believe in Me, that they may walk in truth. "(Al-Baqarah: 186)